Black Out Poems for Mom

3/7/17:

Let it be known
I never wanted y'all
I am broken
in a million ways
I did what was best
for me
I was dying
you remember me on my knees broken
I've said heartless cruelty
I had to leave
BOTH of You
without love
I just want to be happy
I wasn't happy,
but now
me.
me
me
me.
me..
That hurt // will never go away

1/4/18:

I removed you

I'm not going to see who you are

I'm deaf and blind to the manipulation that's happening

I release you

I am the reason love is no longer in your eyes

You are released

I have no love for you

My truth is best for me

Raven, I hurt you and

I will never change